I'm not writing in this thing anymore. If ya think I like you then email me

cafe6569@yahoo.com

New song that I wrote... Pseudo Love

What am I doing...saying hello to you? I'm aware of what you're offering. And yet I'm not saying no to you. And I know that I may be setting myself up for a hard fall. I'm weaker than I care to know...to show. Yet, here I go.
You my friends will tell me, "Rachael, you know this is wrong." I don't know how to explain this, but I feel I should go. And if you won't be my shoulder to simply cry on, I wouldn't even speak, I'd just write a few more love songs....Some silly love songs.
So maybe I seem a bit desperate...so unlike me. I admitt, I'm a sucker for temporary skin. I can already hear the lectures calling to me. I promise I'll try not to cry to you. But I'm ready, even willing to be hurt. By pseudo love.
So here I stand now. He's looking at me. He makes me feel beautiful. Like I'm worth something. And we'll spend the nite screaming temporary love cries. We'll cling to each other and think of nothing except for "next time. Yes, this possible pseudo love...is bitter sweet.

Hmm....What's new?

1.Found out some more "news" on "friends".

2. Franki left a comment. I'm not sure what it means.

     Franki says:

  sorry, i'm the last internet fling. i ruined it for all you out there. atleast... atleast
*p.s.* If any of you males who read this could decode this for me it would be highly appreciated.

Thinkcafe85: I don't know why I'm not turning this down right on the spot

gEtFReaCkY: either do i

gEtFReaCkY: i still owe you a good floggin anyways

What's a floggin? Thoroughly confused. Grrrr.

3. Might work at Priscillas.

 *P.P.S.* He is delicious....isn't he                          

More pictures. So much fun. Ha ha.

I love this flippin shirt

I'm sleeping. REALLY, I am.

So this is what I do in my spare time. Take pictures that is.

The end.